I've started playing Oblivion again a few weeks ago, since I wanted to properly prepare myself for Skyrim.
God... no matter how hard I try, I can't be the bad guy in games like this. I joined the Dark Brotherhood (for the first time, because I've never killed an innocent person in any of my playthroughs until now) after completing the main story. And every time I get notified that I can't wear the the Crusader's armor anymore, I go on a pilgrimage to earn the gods' forgivness, which takes me about half an hour. NOT TO MENTION that I feel like a complete asshole whenever one of the guards or other folks start a conversation like "I used to think you were a hero...". Same goes for the Fallout and KotOR games. The only game where I didn't feel bad for being evil was Mass Effect... asshole Shepard = best Shepard.
IDK but, does anyone else suffer from this good guy complex in games?
I love Argonians! And I love Khajiit! And I kinda like Dunmer too. The less it looks like a human, the more I love the race. Except for Orcs, because Orcs don't like anybody, so I don't like them either.
But yeah, this is my character for now.
MY TABLET! The fucking new one from wacom that I spent all of my savings on! FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
For some reason it just acts crazy. The drivers or something are in conflict with the very soul of my computer. It acts as if there is no pressure sensitivity and my mouse goes on and off all the time and I NEED THAT DAMN THING TO WORK because I have actual shit to draw that has to be done within a certain period of time. Fucking fuck
Oh, but while I'm already riled up and raging. Most of you won't remember this, but about a year ago I was asked by this comedy trio from youtube called chadmattandrob to draw a shirt design for their online store.
GUESS WHAT? I was never paid for what I did. They just ignored all mails after they had what they wanted. And they didn't even print the shirt but instead used the button set they requested after I sent them the finished shirt design.
Worst of all, I wasn't even the only one they scammed. Two other guys form deviantart went through the same bullshit.
Under other circumstances I wouldn't even be that surprised but they have a really popular channel and didn't seem like they would do something so low.
Now to some random shit...
Here's a drawing I made half a decade ago in art school. We had to draw the sculpture of a torso in class... and things kinda got out of hand for me...
Aaand I've decided to add a small segment dedicated to figures in (almost) every journal now, because they're my passion and I just feel like sharing. Perhaps a fellow enthusiast will stumble upon this and we can indulge in some fanatic rantings... I've talked my buddy's ear off about figures enough for three lifetimes already and he needs a break now.
First row, AVENGEEERS! Minus Black Widow (and some others), she has a crappy sculpt, boring paint and is not worth the money. I got so lucky with that Hawkeye though! The person selling it probably didn't know he's rare and sold it really cheap.
Second pic, Hulkling and Wiccan. Now there just needs to be a Northstar, Daken and Uninon Jack and we have us a new YMCA music video cast xD
OH AND
Whoever can get me this Loki, will be the proud owner of a slave-artist - that being me - for all of eternity~ BONERS EVERYWHERE